睡觉 最近很喜欢睡觉，不知道是为了休息还是逃避现实。
无法控制 生活里太多的也许可能应该大概突然。
保险箱 因为试过把心交出受过伤，世界上的心渐渐住进保险箱。
走错路 当开车总是走错路时不禁怀疑人生是不是也一样。
想念你 尤其是你那句：“躲避，不一定躲得过；面对，不一定最难受”。

I tried to strike off item #9 on my to-do list. But I ended up listen to each and every album I have. the memories the people the faces – all surface up. Those are the times that I will spend my monthly pocket money on an album, all because of words that I loved.

因为爱情，我才意识到自己活在当下
就好像晴空下，总感觉自己特别清晰
每个地方日出的时间都不一样
但是醒来都一定会有阳光
不管怎样天空中至少都会有一个太阳

夸父追日
一定是为了想要更加勇敢
后羿射日
一定是因为我又不小心想起了你

[Sunrise 我喜欢] 专辑

iris brought me to Danga Bay, a place that i haven't go for quite a while since N years back despite it should be some hot spot for those who lives in JB.

it's funny to see "balls" that were floating on the water on Singapore River, now dangling on trees at Danga Bay, like this:


(do not criticize on the pictures resolution as i took the pic with my W800i which is just 2.0 mega pixels)

laughed a lot on the topic we talked abt. and justin!! lol. i don't think my brother will ever want to join me to outings like this.

p/s* i hope i can find a job soon. i don't mind having need to sponsor my bro (of coz and myself) to Desaru. hahaa.

It has been happy xmas and happy boxing, because:

i. i had a nice time being with my family on Christmas day, shopping for my dad’s new year cloth (LOL).

ii. i got xmas n birthday n friendship n you-know-what presentssss from iris. i'm like...ohmygod. i’m touched. really.

iii. i text *cfo (not that CFO) telling him i’m not going to his post-xmas gathering thing ‘coz i’m too lazy (to travel) & too tired, and he is totally fine with it instead of forcing me to go /& making me feel guilty if i’m not going.

iv. i’m approaching CIQ in JB and received my brother’s msg that says
“i w8 u at caltex..”
me: =D

v. i had a hair cut (like again?! lolx). so did mom.

vi. had a little catch up with iris about their venture in SG on xmas day. we always never get to finish our chat and it reached my home! lolx.

vii. my dad says my mom’s new hairdo is nice and cute for more than 1 time. lolx. that’s sooooo sweet.

viii. i got this 4-petals paper flower thingy from *cfs. and it’s blue color somemore. -sweeeet-. eh *lbidivo, how? the blue roses you promised – I never receive!

My mom and dad are going to send my brother and sister back to Seremban and KL respectively on the first weekend of Jan.

My mom, totally freaked out by the break-in incident a few years back, strongly oppose the idea of me staying alone at home jaga the house. -.-"

I'm given 3 options:
- go along with them to Seremban/ KL (am not really keen).
- go to SG for few days (but no place to stay).
- invite friends over to stay (but like who?! dear iris would be away as well).

So, brilliant me gonna opt to 4th option.
- will tell my mom friend will come over (but in fact no one will come) =p

I'm so garang, nothing will happen lar. At most on the light when sleeping. =]

Got this chain blog thingy from *kfooz which I'm too lazy to link.

Name 20 people whom you can think right now. Don't read the question till you've baned the 20 people. At the end choose 5 people to do the survey.

01) Min
02) Iris
03) YetShin
04) Juliana
05) Ivan
06) TeSheng
07) Bernard
08) Derick
09) Jiahui
10) Qiuli
11) Selwin
12) Ben
13) LinChin
14) A-How
15) Rei
16) Jiaying
17) Andrew
18) ShuYi
19) Bryan
20) Preston

1) How did you meet 14?
He is my primary school friend since P3 (I think). We only got to talk more and know each other better after secondary school. Had a heartily chat with him during gathering at past Saturday. Too bad he works in KL.

2) What would you do if you've never met 1?
I can’t. She is my younger sister whom I sayang a lot.

3) What if 8 and 20 dated?
I think 8’s mother will kill him..well, 20 was just a random pick from my mind (guess it’s because I just wrote on his FB wall).

4) Will 16 and 17 date?
That would not be possible because 17 is gay.

5) Describe 3.
She is a very determined and strong girl despite her soft-spoken appearance. She writes 9 like alphabet g.

6) Describe 7.
Can be super crappy and I have crown him as The Lame King. Perfectionist. Smart. Ambitious. Observant. Responsible guy who dictates his own life.

7) Do you know any of 12's family members?
I’ve seen his Dad and Mom before at his graduation ceremony.

8) What would you do if 18 confess that he/she likes you?
Not possible. She just got married recently and I couldn’t attend her banquet =(

9) Who is 9 going out with?
She’s currently dating YK (not sure if it’s officially or not). And I can be counted as half of the matchmaker – unpaid.

10) When was the last time you talked to 13?
Really long time ago.. way before fly separate way to Brisbane/ Melbourne for our undergraduate.

11) Who is 2's favorite band singer?
BSB, Westlife, 98degree. Not sure about the more recent one though.

12) Would you ever date 4?
We both are straight though none of us has a boyfriend yet. Lesbianism? no – no.

13) Would you ever date 1?
System error. I can’t date my own sister okie?!

14) Is 19 single?
According to him, he is.
According to me (by observing his conversation on phone/& sms frequency), no, he is not.

15) Would you ever be in relationship with 11?
He is a nice friend. Witty and fun to be with. But no.

16) School of 3?
SP. Foon Yu. Not sure about primary school.

17) Where does 6 lives?
Tampines. Right opposite Tampines Mall. Been there a few times for 1- Xmas celebration and 2- laptop reformatting - He fixed the laptop, I sit around and msn with friend using his computer. Hee.

18) What does 15 do?
Sales. Opps, marketing I mean.

19) What is your favorite thing of 5?
He is a camwhore; his photo collection?

20) Have you ever seen 10 naked?
I think I’ll just died. =X Of coz not!

Now link 5 people to do the survey:
Whoever is too free.
Or should I say like, it shall stop here?

I’m not sure if there is a link between nose bleed and tonsillitis.
It’s funny (my mother insists it’s worrying) to have nose bleed in the middle of the night at the middle of the sleep. I’m not even sure why because 1) I can’t possible blow my nose when I was asleep, 2) it’s definitely more than humid here in JB, so the theory of Aussie doctor that my nose bleed is due to dry weather doesn’t stand.
It’s not funny coz 1) I was so damn sleepy then, 2) there was no more packet tissue/ box tissue in my room so I have to get outta room and use toilet roll, 3) the blood stained my pillow case, bed sheet, and T-shirt =S
Anyone with any idea about profuse nosebleed? (This is the Nth episode since 2 years ago, and I think it’s the 6th in the year 2008). Send me the link can please? Thanks pretty and handsome =)


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My brother is very very evil =(
He suggested roti prata for supper while I’m having my tonsillitis.
I haven’t eat roti prata even though it’s more than 2 weeks I’m back to JB.
Sad.

To *cfs:
I guess you are so gonna slap me to the moon.
Or Mars. (But I don’t want!! Who wants to be at a planet with all digusted heterodox XY subject?!)
Last time lar okie.
Thanks –during the time of you-know-when, for -
听我说，让我哭，惹我笑，挨我骂， 被我揍
Or in short, just being there.
Thanks =)

I managed to negotiate with my sister about trading her laptop. Lolx. No, it’s not for good. The deal only lasts till her CNY holiday which is less than 1 month from now.

Hers
Laptop

Mine
Camera
Dress (for her school department night)
Books (include Who Moves My Cheese and The Little Prince)

So you see, if she is taking away her laptop as well, I will be very, very bore =(
At least now I still can watch some shows on laptop, do some photoshop when I feel like it, write, or surf the net, should I –ahem- able to leech other people’s network. (shhh… =X)

With she is gonna be in Penang for less than 3 weeks (and in one of the weeks she will be traveling to Taiwan), I strongly believe she can endure this short period of no computer. After all it was truly well-tolerated when I brought this laptop to Aussie for 10 months *evil wink*.

Thanks sis. I shall use this time to marathon all the movies I grabbed from friends. You too enjoy Taiwan okie, do take more picture with my camera!! =D

My brother uses this song as his message alert ringtone. Given his popularity, this song successfully becomes my ear bugs as his phone rings 6 times per minutes (in average).

This is not a new song. Indeed, I think it was released more that 5 years ago when I was still in secondary school. It amuses me ‘coz I never know my brother listen to –ahem- oldies.

Some of the excerpt that I manage to catch:

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really, really do.

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there’s only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

So we were letting off of something special
Something we’ll never have again
I know, I guess I really, really know

Why do we never know what we’ve got till it’s gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
‘Coz I’ve been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Human nature – we never know what we’ve got till it’s gone. Then you regret. But you would be able to carry on.

The second time i took ferry and travel beyond SouthBank. High chance it will be the last time as well.

But it's ironic that, the companion i had last time when we took ferry (for sightseeing) till Bulimba Ferry Station.. we dun talk anymore.

Speechless.

1. *cfs asked what is that something that we will miss most when we got back home.
i rather not think about it. i will know the answer when i get back home. after this 1 year living by myself , it comes to me that it might be a bit dumb to think about assumptive scenario.
though i will still, somehow somewhat get myself landed in those think-too-much-scenario. used to be quite often somemore.. hehee =p
okie, im dumb what. bo bian.

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2. "Close friend can downgrade to gd friend....Gd friend can downgrade to acquaintance"

the above is someone's nick that he once accuse me of 'feeding him on glass' (LOL!)
i know he is not talking about me lar (paranoia kicks in??)..
but i wonder, acquaintance.. still can further downgrade?

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3. as i slowly strolled back home from UQ, i realize there is so many memories here in Aussie/ Brisbane. be it good or bad, happy or sad, i grow up from them. although MANY years down the road, i may not remember a single thing. it's ironic coz the more experience u have in life, the more u tend to forget.
i think there is a song name called memories are designed to fade.

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4. i finished a (little stupid) taiwanese drama in 2 days. kindda bo liao. ohmygod. i start to detest not that likey those drama.

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5. i was telling my friend about No. 4 and she hissed.
"coz u oledi forget the feeling of being kissed or being held hand lar thats' why..."
=.=""
what de...

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6. not that im really that emotionless okie.
i still feel strong when i see words that touch people's heart, still cry when i listen to songs / watch MV.
but look, these sides cant be easily seen by others. one should try to (act) strong in world like this.

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7. December, love it hate it.
it symbolizes the end of (another) year.
it's also a joyous season with xmas and boxin day and new year.
and i can sleep in =)
i hope to. ha..

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8. i decide i will think about point No. 1 on flight back to SG. or during the 3 hours wait at the airport. whichever is more sianz.

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9. *boesfx is actually trying to find something to do getting his schedule arranged for Valentine's '09.
-faintz-. that is wayyyy too early lar. a lot of stuff can change.. sometimes even if just after 1 week.

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10. i was telling *cfs that i wana 'chop away the ox horn corner' (斩断牛角尖).
then with my very creative imagination, i figured ox without horn (or half chopped horn), is really very very poor creature..
shall keep the action of 'chop away ox horn corner' in KIV folder first.

as most ppl scared of thunder, i'm more afraid of lightning =(
and it is worse got in that 1/100 s, it seems like the power supply in unit 5X manors is being affected a little and become a little dim in that 1/100 s.
gzzz. just let it pour at once and get over with it can? please?